Talking to myself today… at work. haha. OKAY, so check it:

When the kitchen is all sorts of crazy and busy, and me being all sorts of forgettable, I’ll have to repeat in my head what it is that I’ll need. Example: I’m low on wonton bowl bags (we pre-bag them) and need carrots for our crab wontons, so I’ll get the two from the walk-in. Let’s just say that was the case for today… As I was walking in the back, I forgot what I needed (SECONDS after I walked away from my station). So I was like, shit… what do I even need? Mind you, this was happening all night.. ha. I then peered over the corner to look at my station and started literally repeating to myself what I needed, and was like “what the heck did I need? Okayyy, okay I think I might need a blank and blank.. I feel like there’s something else blah blah blah…” As my mouth was running off, my eyes look forward and I see a server just staring at me, jaw dropped, and a smiled formed. I’m like.. oh FUCK… hahahaha. WHAT A DING DONG, I am, “I can’t believe you saw that, you weren’t supposed to witness that!” Then he gestured as if he was looking around a corner— eyes all wide, back hunched, “I don’t want to work here… When do I get off…. My like sucks… Maybe I can just walk out, they won’t even notice…” and that sort of bullshit… hahaha.

Embarrassing moment of the day.